I have gone through a dark night of the soul - in the sense that I've been afraid of this new work with the Higher Dimensional Helpers - afraid of taking it to the next level. Afraid of the potency and the potential of this relationship. My faith faltered over the last 3 months. I've channeled 3 times, only for my students and clients, and these sessions were so powerful I felt unsure of where this was all taking me.
Now - we have this event coming up on October 14.
I can't be afraid of this ability/gift with an LBC coming up!
Remember July and August when 7 or 8 planets went Retrograde At The Same Time!!!
For me this really made me slow down and take a step back from my work with the Pleiadians, Arcturians and Sirian Council of Light. I started wondering if they were real! I started fearing I was making it all up...
Partly this was due to witnessing someone I peripherally knew, misuse their power as a channel and kind of go a little extreme in identifying with this gift.
I realized at a deeper level how seductive this ability is and how easily it can be used for one's own glorification and power.
Just 2 days ago, I had a break through -
And funny enough, it was triggered by reading the new Dan Brown book, "Origins".
Not until the final pages did the breakthrough happen.
I remembered that in the process of evolution, all possibility exists at any given time. And because I am devoted to love, I have a responsibility to create a future that serves all being positively. And because I have this ability to CHANNEL - it is for me to explore it, understand it's potential to create good on Earth using it with responsibility and respect.
Consciousness is the underlying thread that makes everything run in this Universe.
"There are Patterns and there are Codes, and they're very different things" - Robert Langdon says in the book.
The Pattern is my energy anatomy and my "wiring" that allows me to channel.
The Codes are the streaming of information that inspires creation - Consciousness creates codes for life!
When I channel, it is a sacred relationship between my consciousness and the consciousness of the Higher Dimensional Helpers - working together in service to my community. And it is also the consciousness of everyone at Lightworker Boot Camp that allows the healing and rebalancing to happen for them.
I feel so grateful for this understanding.
And I am fully ready to take this ability to the next level.
I am in JOY and GRATITUDE for this beautiful life and the purpose I feel in my heart.
So the name of Boot Camp takes on a whole new meaning for me!
Healing Our Heart Wounds so we can Stand in Grounded Purpose.
My wounds of being afraid of losing myself, being disillusioned, being used... needed to be carefully listened to and dismantled. Those Patterns were old and were limiting me.
New Patterns allow New Codes to enter in and inform new life!
I am choosing to awaken to my New Pattern.
I wonder what Codes, or streaming of information, will come through at LBC!!
Thank you for witnessing and I love you!
Maria Owl Gutierrez